26.5.2025 Thursday - a sad day

Mother in law left at 5 am. Sam tries calling me but I was still fast asleep. By daybreak, everyone has heard the news, Sean goes about his chores a little subdued, I leave him alone. Later that day, I suggest that he takes the afternoon off, and follow him home to nap.

Everything feels out of sync, and I feel out of sorts. I am not well, that is obvious; it is my neck and my head, the slightly dizziness and a bloated feeling (yet I am hungry). I eat an early lunch and try to work, but fall asleep instead.

At 430, I show up at the squash courts hoping that a workout will make me feel better. It does, but I am still a little out of sorts. I feel unproductive, I have not drawn anything for a few days.