29.12.2024 Sunday - confronting fears

A surprising hard run of 6km, which we follow with breakfast. Sia and Ivy join us, and we talk about our office trip and upcoming office lunch. We talk about office people, Ivy surprise us by assuming that Sean is a director in MWAA. Not yet, I say - not until my partners decide that he is ready. I am standing aside and not deciding that one. 

I ask Sean other dinner and he agrees - that he is not ready and when he is ready, the others will decide. He is not 'in' just because he is the son. 

I confront certain fears later that day, and although I do not come out on top - it is not as difficult as I imagine it to be. On Tuesday, I will use my old Prince racket for squash (as a sign of confidence, and not as a handicap to my opponents.)

EH gets a gift of sketching guides from me, I am sure he will make use of them.